Struggling not to Struggle
James 1: 2-4
" 2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
The good Lord sure knows how to get my attention when he knows I am straying! Lord knows I am in the FIGHT of my life right now trying not to lose my mind! I know folk say over and over again "Don't share your struggles! Don't wallow in sorrow! Don't focus on the bad! Don't speak nor think negatively! Just Pray About it" Weeeeelllll, *screaming to the top of my lungs*
THAT IS HOG WASH!!!!! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED!!!! I AM STRUGGLING NOT TO STRUGGLE NO (BLEEP) MORE!!!! (((WHHHHHHOOOOSSSAAHHHH))) (((DEEEEPPPP BRREEAAATTHHH))) (LONG PAUSE)
OKKK... That felt better! Did you feel that??? The mature Me just wrote my feelings vs attacking others with my feelings. I did the biblical thing to do! Jesus, is you pleased? Has my perseverance arrived so I can stop lacking everything? Lolololol... whelp... those who know me know I'll just drink 2 that while I press on a little while longer. Like the Ol folk use to say... " I beelive I'll run on N see wat da end gonna be!" In the meantime... yall check out my videos and tell me what you think! I decided to share my thoughts via video this time.
Have a blessed day!